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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Michael Patrick's LiveJournal:

    Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
    5:47 pm
    holy shit its LJ
     wow havent written in this damn thing in forever
    Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
    4:30 am
    I AGAIN AM LATE TO THE RESCUE.
     i guess sometimes its better late then never. but this time im way to late. shes waiting for him to giver her an answer whether or not he wants to be with her or not. he thinks shes not good enough for him. id kill to have what he has. a loving girl like that. wow(lizzy =i think that girl has come and passed =LIZZY). its sad cause i had something going on with this girl and i really cared for her, but then lizzy came a callen and he came a callen and we let each other go. dumb decision for both of us. now shes in agony not knowing what will happen. i hope he takes her and treats her right cause thats all she wants. im sure he will cause he told me he loved her. wow thats 2 that i let go. WOW sometimes i think Mike what would be different if you had stayed with her and made things official. but then i think about what it would be like. and it would be complicated cause hes a good friend of mine. lizzy always said i compromised even though the situation wouldnt be in my favor. FUCK. if i could just be her knight in camo armor(i made this up and it cracks me up). i wish she could be mine and all could be well. but i guess. i just let her walk out and didnt even try to stop her. so i dont deserve her.
    Thursday, April 27th, 2006
    1:16 am
    wow
     So I haven't written in a long long time. Last time I wrote in this was cause of Amber. Well I will start with that situation first.
    1.) Amber= She got pregnant and the babies daddy dipped. I feel responsible.
    2.) Army= I have to go to the Doctor's to see if I have allergic lung issues or something like that. So if I have asthma I cant go and then Id for sure kill myself.
    3.) Lizzy= Wow I cant even begin to type the pain i'm still in. I love her and I can't bring myself to see any other woman. Like one of my friends wanted to go have sex and I declined because I thought about what Lizzy would say. Even when I talk to a girl I slowly lead them off and lead them on to Chase. Id do anything just to hold her 1 more time.
    4.) Friends & family= These days my family and friends are the only thing that keep me going.
    5.) School= I'm going back but its hard cause I don't want to do it all over granted I only have to do 18 weeks but its so long. Im also embarrassed to say I got kicked out of the easiest public school system in the state of Florida.
    6.) War Politics etc= Tired of people talking all this crap I wish we lived in a communist nation so that way people wouldnt say the stuff they do.
    7.) Dad= I haven't seen my dad in 6 years. I miss him a lot. I don't know him as well as most kids know their dads. Sad thing is guys usually need a father figure to straighten them out and that man is my brother. But hes never around to do it and if he is he's gone in a few hours. ;(
    Saturday, February 18th, 2006
    12:49 am
    wow
     wow its been a while since i wrote in this shit. and again im haven some problems. lame-oh. but its all my fault like always
    Monday, January 9th, 2006
    2:33 pm
    Amber
     HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS LYRICS

    "Ohio Is For Lovers"

    Hey there,
    I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
    Where you are and how you feel.
    With these lights off as these wheels
    keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
    Slow things down or speed them up.
    Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
    How are you when I'm gone?

    [Chorus:]
    And I can't make it on my own.
    (And I can't make it on my own.)
    Because my heart is in Ohio.
    So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
    (Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
    So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
    Because you kill me.
    You know you do, you kill me well.
    You like it too, and I can tell.
    You never stop until my final breath is gone.

    Spare me just three last words.
    "I love you" is all she heard.
    I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
    [x2]

    [Chorus:]
    And I can't make it on my own.
    (And I can't make it on my own.)
    Because my heart is in Ohio.
    So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
    (Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
    So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
    Because you kill me.
    You know you do, you kill me well.
    You like it too, and I can tell.
    You never stop until my final breath is gone.

    You know you do, you kill me well.
    You like it too, and I can tell.
    You never stop until my final breath is gone.

    (YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
    So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
    My final breath is gone
    So I can fall asleep tonight

    [Chorus:]
    And I can't make it on my own.
    (And I can't make it on my own.)
    Because my heart is in Ohio.
    So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
    (Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
    So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
    Because you kill me.
    You know you do, you kill me well.
    You like it too, and I can tell.
    You never stop until my final breath is gone.

    (YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
    You know you do, you kill me well.
    You like it too, and I can tell.
    You never stop until my final breath is gone.
    [to fade]
    2:29 pm
    Americas Army Account
     Personnel Jacket
    User Name gi+mizike
    E-mail Address alqaedahunter76@yahoo.com
    Group Normal User
    Experience 39673
    Honor 29
    Experience Required for Next Level 327
    Marksmanship Score 37
    Created 28-JUN-05
    Last Updated 07-JAN-06

    Training:

    Basic Training Marksmanship Training
    Obstacle Course
    U.S. Weapons Familiarization
    Shoot House

    Advanced Marksmanship
    M-24 Sniper System
    M-82 Sniper System

    Airborne School
    250 Tower
    Live Jump

    Medic Training
    Airway Management
    Controlling Bleeding
    Treatment of Shock
    Field Training

    Special Forces Training
    AVWID
    E and E

    Tours
    Infantry Training
    MOUT McKenna

    172nd Sep. Infantry BDE
    Pipeline
    Bridge Crossing
    Mountain Pass
    Bridge Crossing SE
    Mountain Pass SE
    Urban Assault

    10th Mountain Division
    Headquarters Raid
    Collapsed Tunnel
    Insurgent Camp

    82nd Airborne
    FLS
    JRTC Farm

    Ranger School
    Swamp Raid

    75th Ranger Regiment
    Weapons Cache
    Weapons Cache SE
    Radio Tower
    Woodland Outpost

    Special Forces
    SF CSAR
    SF Hospital
    SF Recon
    SF Sandstorm
    SF Village
    SF Arctic
    SF Oasis
    SF Taiga
    SF Courtyard
    SF PCR
    SF Extraction

    SF Exclusive
    Water Treatment
    SF Dockside
    Sunday, November 6th, 2005
    12:44 pm
    delete
     Well guys im deleting my Livejournal. I do have a myspace if you want to talk to me or see whats going on in my life or you can call and ask. ty LJ for good and bad times.

    myspace.com/michaelpatrickwestfield
    Monday, October 31st, 2005
    7:40 pm
    i have a my space which im on more than im on LJ.
    http://www.myspace.com/michaelpatrickwestfield
    Thursday, October 20th, 2005
    9:30 pm
    im going to have to find somewhere to stay
    Saturday, October 15th, 2005
    9:34 pm
    I NEED SOME PEOPLES INPUT. CALL ME CAUSE I NEED SOME ADVICE. WHEN YOU CALL ME TELL ME YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME ABOUT THE GIRLS. 397-0571
    9:23 pm
    So its like 9:23 PM and Chase still hasnt called me. Oh well. Im so bored. We lost our game again. So I was pretty pissed most of the day I slept a lot. Well ima go.
    2:22 am
    Good 'Ol Times
     Well i have some bad news for someone. Hung out with Kyle Chase Brady Amber and Brandi. It was cool we played card games (drinking games) Amber was really buzzed. I was somewhat buzzed and kind of tired. Kyle and Chase where tired. Brandi was fine. Anyway tonight was cool I got to hang out with Andy Steve and David too. Well I have a game tomorrow at 2:00PM and then its probably off to Kyles again. You guys dont understand I LOVE IT WHEN IM WITH THEM. Im carefree. Anyway im gonna go its getting late and im le tired.
    Thursday, October 13th, 2005
    2:53 am
    C C C
     So i hung out with the Candy Cane Crew well part of it Chase, Kyle, Amber, and I. It was good stuff. We talked about good times and good times to come. I met this girl shes a Marine and she looks like a Ditz but no man shes hardcore. I was hanging out with Amber and realized how much I missed her and how much I used to like her. We talked about my ex Alicia and how she wants to see me and stuff. People i regret to inform you but the Triple C is back in full. So yeah we are gonna plan some stuff so I might not be available but I really miss hanging with them. I even thinking about not playen for Lakeland(soccer).

    LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL
    Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
    3:59 pm
    hey david has an AOL screename add it Dmillbala05
    Saturday, October 8th, 2005
    11:43 pm
    i almost made you realize the wounds that i had after we danced but i dint cause i didnt want to hurt you and make you feel bad. you think that im ok but im really not.

    so anyway homecomeing was alright. :/
    Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
    2:54 pm
    So like my computer is working now. I just wonder if the graphics card still works. My computer had a virus. People are assholes. So yeah ive been kind of upset lately. Its gay. Anyway im bored bye.
    Saturday, October 1st, 2005
    10:23 am
    so last night was ok. my cousins came over for a while. that was pretty cool. i went to the game it was cool cause we won thats about it. Megan(heathers friend went) and her friend Brittany and Lizzy said why dont you go out with one of them. I was like no way they are way out of my league. Shes like no look at me im dateing a football player and I was like its different. So she thinks (Lizzy) im hurt cause she has a new boyfriend and its funny cause she can pick up every lie of mine as I do hers. Anyway im gonna go now have a game against VENICE at 1:00pm
    Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
    9:35 pm
    go ahead bitch you came to my house and egged it. show me your face and tell me you did it. come on puss ass you want to play well i can play too.
    8:32 pm
    So practice was ok. I busted my ass cause it rained and my cleats dont grip well when its wet. On the way home an old man hit a black lady i called 911 and we helped everyone. She blew things out of proportion and was a big drama queen about it. Her and one of her kids got carried out on a stretcher. Johnny got freaked out about it. Anyway i came home tried to call someone they didnt answer so I was like WTF. Oh and I havent been at school cause I have had a sore throat.
    Monday, September 26th, 2005
    5:26 pm
    well its me mike and this is my new LJ i deleted the other 2.
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